Tried and Unsuccessful

I just received the results of my audition today and they turned out to be rather depressing. I know that God has a plan for me, but I just wish he would go ahead and reveal it to me so that way I won't have to be put through rejection. I know I sound kinda harsh right now and if I offend anyone on this post I am truly sorry. Whenever I am upset, I always turn to writing and vent my frustrations. I am asking for people who read this to please pray for me right now, while all of this is going on. I still plan on talking to the worship leader and ask why I did not make cuts and what I need to do to improve. I'll try to post later once I calm down some.